So its been 1whole week of Lamictal. Last tues I was up to96lbs and today I'm 89. I hardly have any appetite. I do smoke MJ to help calm my daily nausea&to help me eat but all I seem to want to eat is sweets. I have had a longstanding battle with binging&restricting(NEVER PURGING THO) because I'm afraid I will get overweight like my mom&her sister&die from astroke or have a debilitating cerebral hemmorhage from bein overweight. I even told my fiance that if I get fat I will kill myself if the weight doesn't come off.
I'm so sorry if that sounds awful&I'm not trying to offend anybody. I just have this overwhelming fear that I will get fat/obese&then have another whole disease to deal with. I haven't eaten anything but a half gallon of vanilla ice cream and oreos the past3days