So it has been a week and 3 days since my bestfriend passed away. I downloaded that g-mail IM just to talk to him 2 years ago. He's the only friend on it. Well I hate seeing that thing pop up evertime I log onto the internet. We would spend 5+ hours talking on it every day up until a week before he died. I have no other use for it. I breaks my heart when that thing pops up and says "J is offline". I want so bad to delete it but it kinda in a weird conflicting way gives me a little comfort knowing that was our main means of communication everyday for all this time. I know what he would say he would tell me "Uninstall it, baby, it takes up 6MB of space". but I can't bring myself to do it. As much as I have come to hate that IM in the past week, I would miss it if it were not there. I know this is stupid but it really bothers me.