I have no idea why i feel this way today. I'm loosing hope that things will work out for me. I'm feeling guilty about my illness. I have high anxiety today but don't have the energy to do anything. Watching tv is boring me. I'm too scared to do anything. My wife and kids are leaving for 3 weeks, so it's just me and the dog and I don't know what to do. Today sucks and I don't know what to do
about it.