Today my social worker left a message on my voice mail telling me she needed to see me to do some paperwork...I already had a bad long day at work so after hearing her message the way she sounded about it just really pissed me off...So I called her and left her a voice mail and told her that if they dont want me coming there then they should just come out and say so, and not beat around the bush...I dont know why I did it...The only way to fix it is by cutting...I'm trying so hard not to...I dont know how much more of this I can take...Do you think she will be mad at me? I dont want to hurt her feelings... :-(

I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside...*Girl Interrupted*