Anger is my middle name
I'm not going to pretend to be your friend b/c I have none. Except myself.
Even at that I don't like myself. so grab a vest and hang on tight because we are on the same ******* Ship!!!!
Crazy and destroyed deep within inside scared to be me,
wanting for just a singel moment to be, who I once was
to END this bitter Pain
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Duchess~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ABOUT THE NINTH HOUR JESUS CRIED OUT IN A LOAD VOICE, "ELOI,ELOI, LAMA SABACHTHANI?"~WHICH MEANS~"MY GOD, MYGOD,WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME?"
~MATTHEW27:46.
MY GOD,MYGOD WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME?WHY ARE YOU SO FAR FROM SAVING ME,SO FAR FROM THE WORDS OF MY GROANING?~ PSALM 22:1