I see... though I do think that what comes out regarding your illness is not something that should be commented on that way by a pdoc. If anything it could damage your strength of trust in them. We go to doctors for help not judgement; I mean we do know they will make their own judgement as far as the diagnoses are concerned, but personal comment on the actual symptoms is wrong because you as the patient having the episode have no control over what happens and what comes out.

Maybe because I'm feeling very low at the moment this sounds worse to me than it does to you? I'm not sure, but I would plant and demand...paranoia I guess...

So love your avatar, my partner photographs birds...so I'll show him your pic,

Rhi