Shame Brittany - I'd follow the advise given by all above; I really think you'd be safe with a T. I want to go see a T, but also have fees and finances to worry about. I think it's good to have an unobjective person listen and help you with what you're dealing with.
I'm sure you'll find an underlying cause for your drug abuse too, which a T can help you with.
(((HUGS)))