First off, what makes you think you have Bipolar disorder? Have you ever talked to a p-doc abut it? If you are concerned about it, I would def get a dr's. opinion. BD is a very serious illness and the sooner you get diagnosed the better. I was diagnosed as Bipolar I four years ago and it has been really rough. I wish I would have went to a p-doc sooner because I had all of the symptoms and I knew that something was wrong with me ( it seems like you realize something is going on with you) so I could have got help sooner. I hope everything works out and feel free to PM me if you want or need to! Good luck!