Things do get better...I promiss.....
I am so sory that you are feeling this way, but I can relate to he doctor not helping. I had a doctor that totally ignored the fact that I was suffering, even afer I had admitted that I had been suicidal at times. The best thing to do is give the meds a little time to work, if they seem to make it worse talk to your doctor, and if you have to switch doctors! THis is the best advise I can offer. Good luck!