I dunno what to do. It all started because I was mad at relatives for not taking me to a job interview. Then, I got angry because they kept accusing me of stuff... so I got mad back... then they got mad, I started slamming doors and screaming at grandma... they said some pretty nasty stuff too.

Anyway, they want me out of the house as soon as possible. I called one relative and they said no, I can't live there, and I don't know other relative's phone numbers. My relatives here say they can't handle my bipolar symptoms.

I don't know how to keep cool. They expect me to keep cool even when they are cursing and screaming at me. I'm even having bad, bad thoughts of hurting myself.

I need ideas how I should control my reactions... and ideas where I could stay, I do see my tdoc tomorrow about this.