So last night I did sleep better, and I had a dream that involved a secret underground room with a spiral staircase leading down from the street... it was an old bank entrance or something, but my friends set it up as a video production studio, with a big projection screen, and we were working on making a movie.

I was sometimes inside watching them argure about some of the editing and special effects in the movie, sometimes outside talking to people.

Notably I was not "in control" of this video production, I was just on the sidelines letting others argue about the artistic details. Very unlike me, but it was a comfortable position for me in the dream (I've come some way from the cramped car dreams described above )

Also in the dream the overall feeling was of peace and comfort at belonging to this group of friends... something I am STRUGGLING with so horribly right now, as I feel so cut off from everyone right now and really feel like even with friends I am in contact with, I don't belong to part of any group.