I know you guys are probably tired of this bc, personally, Im tired of talking about it. He was sooooo miserable every single day. All I heard was once he gets a job he will be less stressed and actually happy. So what happens? He gets a job and still comes home angry and miserable. I went around and cleaned the house, did the dishes and made dinner to show him I appreciate him sticking with a crappy job and to try and make him happy and he snaps on me because I found a couple better jobs that he could apply for while he is working this crappy one. Then says that he doesnt wanna have to think about applying for jobs right after he gets home from work.

So heres a little recap of my lovely day:
I get to work at 8 a.m. where I either do physical labor (i.e. cutting down trees or hauling off logs) or I sit behind a computer screen all day until my wrists hurt.
Then I get home, clean and make sure dinner is ready when he gets home.
In between making dinner and him getting home I search for more, better jobs for him because I know he hates this one.

What kind of appreciation do I get? yelling. Yelling and pissy looks. Im so tired of him being friggen miserable every single day. Do I looooove hauling off logs in 100 degree weather?! Do I love sitting behind a desk and staring at a screen all day?! Somehow I do all of that and his one day of working was just too darn stressful for him to even clean up after himself. All night its "can you get me a beer?" or "can you get me a soda?" He was directly in front of the tobacco and still asked me to get up, get it and roll him a cigarette. Am I a friggen slave now?

But at the same time, I know he wont do any of the stuff I just listed so if I dont, then I go hungry or the bills dont get paid. If I dont find jobs and email them to him every single day, he wouldnt even have a job now. I cannot friggen wait until our lease is up and I move out. Im going to call our landlord and ask if he has any one bedrooms open next May. AGGGGHHHHH!!!!!