Yeah, I've been dealing with this doc for two years now, he's taken all diagnosis off me except polydrug addiction, and claims that ALL of my problems stem purely from that. I have been nuts my whole life, that's how I ended up drinking and doing drugs to begin with. As a kid I always refused to take meds, now that I've accepted that I cannot make myself feel better, and WANT their help, I'm being told too bad. I have severe panic attacks to the point that I've become agoraphobic, yet my doc refuses to give me anything for it. I'm bipolar, but all he's willing to do is give me increasingly large doses of prozac which were making me manic. WHen I try to tell him about my symptoms, he interrupts me and tells me to give it up, I'm not getting meds. I don't know what to do- I have court next week and already know I'm not going to be able to stay there... I don't think I should be at risk of getting arrested because I can't manage my panic...
Kriya
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