(((((((((((Thine))))))))))))))))))

I am so happy for you, and please don't be so hard on yourself, I know it is easier said than done

I read your posts and parts of it struck a chord with me because I have the same feelings, have had the same thoughts, I have vocalized the same things with the man I'm involved with.

I just wanted to let you know, your not alone.

enjoy being in love, it's a wonderful thing, and it's okay to have these thoughts, these feelings, it's a part of it all

Best wishes to you
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