Yeah, if one of my friends were in my place I would tell her to get out.

My heart is pounding because he is about off work and I just got home. I hate being so anxious before he gets here because I dont know what he will do or say. I have gotten into the routine of just not speaking for the first hour or two that he is home just so I dont set him off or get screamed at. I feel so trapped.

When I go to turn in rent on the 1st Im going to talk to my landlord and see if he can help me out at all since Im already a tenant. I think if I broke up with him today he would probably just moved back home into his parents house, I dont think he would stay here. So Im going to ask my landlord what would happen if he left and I transferred my lease to a smaller apt because I dont know anyone who is looking for a roommate right now and Im really uncomfortable posting ads for it like on craigslist. Well see what happens when he gets home but I have a feeling its just gonna be another fight like always.