thanks, I did need a hug. I think what all caused that was telling two people who wanted to get to know me. I don't think I will tell so much to new people. I think that was the main trigger. I'm slowly starting to see that crying is somethign that helps, and I have to find a way to tell my good friend to get me to cry when things are like that, if it happens again. I just hope things start to get better then last night. But I do have homework to get done I should be able to focus for awile. but atleast i feel safe once again.