Notz is right, picking up is not worth it - you've got too much clean time to risk throwing it away. Like they say in AA, I always have another relapse in me, I may not have another recovery.
I hope you find something positive to do to take your mind off using.
Hang in there.
--splitimage
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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