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Originally Posted by tryingtobeme
My thought is "what do I have to do to make people (friends, family) pay attention to me, I need help, someone please just help me". I always think if I would do something drastic enough, off myself or at least try, then maybe people would open their eyes and see how much I hurt.
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I pulled that when I was a teenager. I did all sorts of things. I learned how to make myself throw up by reading about bulima. I wasn't bulimc.. I just could make myself throw up. Anyone can do that if they wanted. All it did was backfire. Eventually I learned that the specific people in question just sucked and I needed attention elsewhere. I went and got a boyfriend.
