hey girl....good to hear from you....hang on there

I finally found another apartment....I'm going to move....40 miles away from this city....hmmm.....new apartment, new city, new life.....

It's been a long time since my last date....wow....I've been so busy....It's been so stressful lately.....I was so nerves that I had this sharp pain going on in my stomach....once I rented the apartment, the pain has gone....It was just out of anxiety.....I had that pain for three days.....felt like a sharp knife going into my stomach and then the pain was going through my back!!!!

I know how you can feel about Mark....It's still fresh wound for you....forget about Richard....he's useless....and even harmless....he will stay there forever....

I don't know why but I'm getting a sense that Aaron is single again....I'm not sure but I think something is going on....I just snooped into Facebook....I saw he has signed up for the Salsa Dancing party this Saturday....and then his ex-girlfriend, the one that he got right after me has signed up too....then another girl that I'm suspicious if he's dating and she's a friend of the ex has signed up too....hmmm.....I really miss the party....hehehe.....I wanted to figure out what is going on between them....but in other hand, It will be all pain and no gain.....I think I'm so lucky that I set Saturday as my moving date....then I would not have any opportunity to sneak out and attend the party.....

I know this will continue till I find another guy....

I miss being with somebody....but I'm getting so comfortable to be alone....or I just don't want to have heartache....I want a mature guy who doesn't give me headache.....and I want LOVE

take care and good luck to me with my moving
Marjan

P.S. by the way....my advice to you....don't give so much thoughts and effort into the relationship....go with the waves and see where the ocean will take you....it's always shore!