sorry - I just didn't know how to word this or where to put this, so here's my best attempt:

BP and BPD are very similar - one is more chemical, while the other is psychological. (Broad statement, I know)

I battle a lot with feelings of loneliness (Even though there are people around, and I have a boyfriend, and a few friends) - is this just a symptom of depression (Due to Bipolar) or could it actually just be a psychological issue? I'm not doubting that any amount of therapy would be beneficial...

I just sometimes wonder when are issues really chemical issues we are feeling, and when are they psychological?

I just want to reach that palce of happiness and self-love, but feel it is beyond my reach. Is there a med combo that will drastically help? Or is it definitely a psychological issue? Even though I cannot identify a trigger, nor anything in my past?

I'm just feeling terrible - my anxiety has decreased, but i feel uncomfortable in my own skin. I really just want someone to hug and hold me. I'm not terribly depressed (well, maybe I am), I haven't been able to be productive. I just feel ======== like, not quite anything. But I know I'm lonely. I don't have drive to do anything. Is this new meds? Or a psychological thing?
Am I being a brat, attention-seeking?