I have an odd sort of situation I guess you could call it. Last night I realized that all of my journal entries back to age 12 (when I started) are almost exactly the same. The people have changed - since I have married and have children, but the words are still the same. I was physically, emotionally, sexually......etc. from the time I was a baby. I have figured out today that I have external identities (such as my son's mother), but I don't have any internal identities. For example I think I'm useless, lazy, crazy, have no purpose etc. Have you, or anyone you know learned to for internal identities? This realization is very new to me, and I do not know what to do with it. Any help would be great.