Hello geez!
I'm can relate with you feeling like a 'loser', although like I think you probably agree, I think that's a symptom of low self esteem rather than it being ACTUALLY true. It's great to hear you're working on your self esteem in therapy though. Right now I am working on anxiety in therapy, and I have a feeling that once we have done that then the sessions will be over (I don't like therapy anyway so I don't mind) but I really would love to have more guidance with my self esteem. What are you learning in therapy about it? Is it helping?

I wish you the best of luck!