well....I think I made a mistake last night digging into FB and finding out about him....I could not sleep the whole night....I got so disturbed and I had to take pills to sleep....then the whole night I was dreaming about him and his step sister....I think her step sister was hating me and she tried her best to make us break up.....she was always in the middle of our relationship....arggg....I didn't like that girl at all....
well...there is a twist in my plan now.....I'm moving Sunday instead of Saturday....but I will get the apartment on Saturday....and I plan to move some of my stuff on Saturday....but I think I can go to the party....hmmm....probably, I just go to find out what is going on....not sure even if that's good for me....
I've been in too much stress lately....I don't need more excitements!

It looks like you have a good progress.....and I feel you are a loving person....so, you don't have problem falling in love....don't worry....you will find that special person....

take care and keep us posted
Marjan