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Originally Posted by Sannah
Googley, how are you now?
Yes, I can understand your anxiety about these reviews. I have experienced many things like this. It is normal to feel anxiety about such things. Hopefully one day you will be able to tolerate these types of normal feelings. Maybe it is so difficult for you because you have many, many stuffed feelings and you just can't bear any more? Unloading past feelings in therapy will allow you to better tolerate feelings from today.
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I realized that what made it so especially bad was that they said I could trust them and then they used what I said against me. That happened too many times as a kid. I don't feel like I can trust anyone anymore. Like it is all gone. Thank you for your concern. I'll PM you to talk more about details when I feel able. Right now everything just feels so awful that I just don't care about anything anymore.