Actually.....I think it's really a bad thing if I go to the party....I just remembered that we had a photo together in my friend's album on FB and both of us were tagged.....he removed his tag! I just checked it...That means he moved on completely....but he still has my picture in his facebook....no point digging into his life when I don't have a partner/love in my life while he was at least with two different girls after me....and I was with nobody.....just Kevin and that doesn't count even.....
Not sure what is wrong with me....why do I think about him or talk about that jerk even....argggg.....hate him totally.....
It's better I go and pack instead.....I'm really looking forward to my new place....I hope I get a little bit of peace....
I had such a rough day today at work....you know they say that we are living in America and Women and men are equal, but in reality it's not.....I can see how I get discriminated at work as a woman and a minority.....I have two degrees and I'm holding GPA of 3.9 out of 4.0...having an honor degree then a jerk at work is putting me down and I have to fight for my right.....all because I'm a woman and a minority....
it's like ((((Minority X Minority))))
I have so much stuff to deal in my life all by myself....but still I'm happy to be alive
I'll let you know if I go to the party....probably, I just go for an hour or so at the end.....or probably, I don't go....not sure really.....my teacher has called me and asked me why I'm not going.....I'm just so busy these days....and I think I'm looking forward to a new/fresh start....Let him (Aaron) wonder what has happened to me.....I know he will think about me.....