....a complete waste of space. All I do is cause people pain and screw up others' lives. I'm so mad at myself right now. I'm not even sure what for. Nothing makes sense. My emotions are going crazy. I feel so worthless. My parents got my progress report today. I only have 3 classes in highschool cause I go to the community college part time...yet I'm still not good enough. My grades were A, A+, and A+. My dad takes one look at it and goes,"what a surprise, all A's again". He said it like a parent who is at their wits end saying,"what a surprise, D's again". I can't do any better than that...why can't that be enough. I don't know what to do. I know I can't please them but I feel like there must be something I can do. I feel so helpless. I know this post could go in other categories but all I want to do is hurt myself as much as I deserve. I refuse to give up in quitting SI but this is tearing me apart and I don't know how much more I can take.