I understand about having symptoms and not being able to be diagnosed so that it can be treated. I am so sorry you are going through this. I got darkly depressive episodes too, frustrated, sad, and angry as well during the waiting, appointments, testing, and still having symptoms. I almost thought at times they hoped the symptoms would just magically disappear if they waited long enough.

Working while going through this was so difficult b/c I was distracted whether it be dealing with my symptoms or my thoughts, it was so hard to be present and I just didn't care about my work. The work seemed so meaningless in the scheme of things. When you don't have your health it's hard to move forward. I applaud you for continuing to do it though if you are up to it.

My mom likes to come daily to the hospital as well, as if she can will me out of there. I prefer to be left alone in that regard. We finally talked about the stress it puts on her and me in needing rest, that a couple of visits here and there are better for both of us. Would this be possible for the future?

I recovered from one procedure at a friend's and she was completely offended. I just explained all the reasons in this case, it was a ranch-no steps, closer to the hospital, she wasn't home so I could actually rest there. Whatever your reasons, you definitely have to do what is right for you.

3 mos is a long time w/o symptom relief. I do feel for you. I will be hoping for answers from the endocrinologist. If not, I would definitely look into another opinion and another opinion until you find answers. It is out there. Sending hugs in the meantime.