((QA)) - mood wise I've been going through the same. My poor boyfriend has had me attack him from all sides for no real reason. Other than that I'm very aggitated, and really rely on my anti-anxiety tabs. At other times I feel nothing, but like I still want attention.

Went to my first T session in a year today with a new T - I thought it went well. was a bit scarey to hear her observation that all my meds are on very low doses - HELLO DEAR PDOC!!! time to listen to me. When the current meds don't seem to be helping the depression, maybe just changing them is NOT the answer - let's try up the dosage first!!! arg - now I'm in that mood of wanting to swap pdocs again - expensive exercise and more stress. Plus my T has never heard of this pdoc, and i think it's necessary that the two work together where necessary.
Right now I really think this T could be right for me. And if any of you remember, only a few days ago I was thinking of changing pdoc's anyway. (I've actually made an appointment with a new pdoc, but only end August, so I can and prob will cancel the app). The T says she's knows a few pdoc's she can refer me to. And with my occassional suicidal swings, having a T I can phone and a pdoc that cares when I say I'm in a spot of worry; it's all very important to me!

QA - hang in there. IF your moods don't improve, speak to your pdoc about changing meds