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{{{{{{ickydog}}}}}}} You aren't trash, I've been down like this...feeling I deserve to be hurt and punished, helpless, hopeless, worthless, not even a person. I'm so sorry you are feeling this way. When you do your best, its always good enough...without anyone's approval, but your own. I know trying to 'do parents proud' is strong...but if they ignore your accomplishments--you needn't listen to their critism. Constructive critism, would be a different story--if you were getting low grades and they were trying to help bring them up, for example.</font>

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I refuse to give up in quitting SI but this is tearing me apart and I don't know how much more I can take.

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<font color="purple"> I was very glad to read this...I read it as strength of character. 53 days is a long time, very long to me. I know you don't know me from Adam...but I'm proud of you for the 53 days SI free.

I hope you find a way to feel better soon, you deserve to not be this low...you deserve to be out of the Pit.

Take care and keep us upated, ok? I will be thinking of you {{{{{ickydog}}}}}
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