I can not gain weight!!!
I am always exhausted and have absolutely no energy... no matter how much I sleep.
I never have any appetite... even when I do stuff that should "work up an appetite"... it's not there.
I am not anywhere near where I should be weight wise. (I am 4' 8" and I weigh between 72 and 76... it fluctuates depending on the day.
(One day it even said 80 at the Dr's office!)
I know the reason I can't gain weight and I have no energy and stuff is because I don't eat (it is a GOOD day when I eat 2 meals a day).
But it is extremely hard to make myself eat when I don't feel hungry. It literally makes me feel like I am going to vomit.
I need help, tips, ideas, and support. I fear that if I keep living like this... well I try not to think about what could happen.
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