I totally understand I have episodes that were I black out and can't even remember what happened. And it's very scary but in the same sense I was no meds at the time at least for 3 months. I just started on Lamictal and I haven't gotten that way it's only been 4 days though but I'm doing better with it. I seem to do the same thing hurt the people who are closest to me and I don't understand why but I always feel bad afterwards and I apologize and my fiance usually understands I hate hurting him but he is there and a easy target. Good luck
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