fwb is very gentle, i do not worry about any physical abuse. emotional maybe, he is a controller, but nothing else. everything tells me this is wrong, yet i obsess anyway. an escape from reality maybe?
yes, something is wrong. for a while it felt as though we were getting very very close, then this sudden change. maybe he is too involved? he would have no problem telling me it's over, i know because we have discussed it.
thanks for your concern. everyone here has been helpful. husband doesn't need a full time caregiver yet. he gets around, though he cannot do anything that involves a lot of walking, or sitting for a long period of time. he is till sexually active, though i have no interest in it with him.
i don't know, sometimes i feel like the real me has disapeared and been replaced by this stranger i hardly know.