Hey Justlikeyouimagine,

You do sound down. I am still a virgin if that helps any and I am only 5"1 and haaven't grown since I was a teenager too. I am also "fat" but have been loosing weight as like you I want a partner before I am dead

I hope you find your answers from someone. I don't have any or I would help you. I just wanted to say hi and I kinda understand somethings.

Btw I am only 25 years old so I know the feeling of being the only "virgin" you know. Join the club