about two years ago my husband told me he no longer loved me. we're still together, we sleep in the same bed, though at opposite ends. i rely on his job for it's insurance to get mental health and prescription coverage.

this weighs heavy on my mind, as i love him very much and pine for him and our lost marriage daily.

finally, at the prompting of my psychiatrist, i asked my husband straight out, "what do i have to do to make you love me again?"

his response was "Recover."

my illness is permanent, i can manage it with therapy and medication and keeping myself busy, but it's forever.

is he asking the impossible of me?