Well I got my supply of lithium today. Too late...I am manic. Cussed out my neighbor so loud everyone came out to see what was going on. Then I got a bag and some sissors and clipped wild sunflowers and came home and arranged them in a vase. You know the painting that Vincent Vangough of sunflowers? It kind of looks like that but only if Vince decided to drop a few hits of acid before hand. I actually also was planning on doing something illegal to pay the rest of my bills this month. A whopping 75 bucks and I would have it under control. But I am not going to do that because sometimes you all care about me more than I care about myself and I just cannot do that to you all. See how crazy I sound and I am only on the meds that are legal. Help please anyone with all positive emotional support you guys are good at? Promise to call the hotline if I think I will harm me or anyone else. Please help me! I can't control mx emotions. I am also experiencing that over sensity to light, noise. Over stimulation. HELP!