Help! The VA finally got their shipment in too late. I am rapid cycling like crazy. I actually planned a crime to cover my phone bill. I actually cased houses. I ended up picking flowers instead. I am over stimulated by noise and light. I raged at my neighbor. I am out of control. Calling sis to give her a heads up. Keeping the crisis number near by but I am needing to hear from you all. Just say anything please. I feel so lost scared. Like people say stuff to me to make them feel better because they thinked they helped. Please respond. I COULDN'T DO IT WITHOUT YOU. NUCKING