NukingFutz are you ok?? Have you been able to calm down any? Please, if you don't feel safe by yourself call some one. Try not to isolate yourself. It can make it worse. Trust me, I know. Try some grounding techniques, I know when I'm bat sh** crazy, I do things that I don't want to and end up regretting them in the end, when I finally snap out of it.

Please let us know if you're ok.