I am trying to find a very part time job right now. Cause right now I do NOTHING. I mean I do a little cleaning and apply for jobs online, but otherwise, I am just counting down the time till I get to see my T again. Oh, and lucky me, she is gone for the whole month of July. Damn, what am I going to do now?
So time has been the monster on my back for a while now. I just keep trying.
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Lauru-------------That's me, Bipolar and Watching TV 
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
---Robert Frost