Hey there justlikeyouimagined,

You certainly do have your challenges. Here you will find people who are kind and supportive, we have all been through the wringer and so have compassion for others who have been through it too.

I think the first thing to do is to get help in dealing with the trauma from the bullies, you father included and come to realise that you are perfect as you are, and that you have things to offer yourself and others.

I am assuming that you are being treated for the ADHD, anxiety and OCD? But have you been offered treatment for they Peyronies Disease? That is most often a painful disorder and it is in most cases a genetic disorder and is most often treated with surgery. But it can happen from a heavy knock or bump to the area (or it can happen during intercourse). I've only ever seen one case of it and it was resolved well with surgery and therapy.

Never give up hope, because it is the one thing that can keep you going and draw you down the path that leads to happiness,

Loving thoughts,

Rhia