Belle Belle.....I went there....I went to the party....gosh....I was so tired, and it was best for me to not go and instead stay at home and have rest....but curiosity didn't let me to stay at home....I just went there for an hour....and guess what? Aaron was there.....his new girlfriend, Sarah, was there....and his old girlfriend, Holly, was there too....plus me....This guys is absolutely a jerk.....Sarah and Holly are best friend....he dated Holly right after me, then he said he started dating Sarah, Holly's best friend, just shortly after breaking up with Holly.....
His guy friend told me earlier about it....and then I just walked towards Holly but she was such a shy girl....she didn't say anything....I told her "oh...I find about the class when I was dating Aaron..." she said nothing.....hmmm
Then Aaron came and said Hi to me....then he introduced me to the new girlfriend, Sarah....I shake her hand and I said "I'm the EX"....Aaron was shocked....hehehe....she said what? then Aaron said....I used to date her....she made a comment that he got to date till he finds the right one....I didn't say anything at that time....and Aaron got so happy and told her "I don't think she understood what you said"....arggg....again I didn't say anything at that time....I just said..."ya, I bet he was dating so many other girls here too....and bringing them to the class"....he said..."I'm good for the business"....and I pet him on his shoulder saying "yes, you are JUST good for the business, nothing else"....then I said...."oh guys, I'm just joking....you know that I'm joking!"....((((I can be such a *****....I didn't know that...heheheh))))
Then I told the girl, don't worry about me....you can have him all....he said...."oh....we are dating for 6 months now"....."I said...wow!"
Then later on....he came and asked me to dance....I said "NO"....then I said...."oh....you know I was joking"....he said..."honesty, Marjan, I didn't like it....It was so awkward"....I said "you are a player and you don't know that"....He said "I don't like to hear all these things, why are you angry at me"....I said "I'm not angry at you, and I don't care if you like or not like what I say, I tell you as a friend"....then I asked him "how he met her?"....he told me "she is a best friend of Holly", Holly is the girl that he dated right after me and she was there just dancing with us in front of us....I said how long after breaking up with her you went out with her best friend....he said "pretty early....but I've never cheated on anybody"....I said..."now you understand why I said you are a player"....he grinned his teeth....hehehe....
I want to email him....I hate that I didn't have time to tell the girl, she thinks that she's the one....but she's just another girl....and once the game is over, she's out....now, that I start being a ***** and I'm really out of my character, I got to finish it up with an email....I want to tell him....I didn't want to tell your new girlfriend anything further, that's why I ignored her comment and I ignored your comment thinking that I didn't understand what she said....let her think that she got something.....I have to email him....I'm sure he would not answer me back....but at least he will understand that I understood her stupid comment....and I want to tell him to stop spreading his jerk around....yes, I'm still mad at him or probably mostly mad at myself, because of his STD....oh god....can't believe I slept with a guy who told me that he had STD....yes, I will tell him that in the email....
His friend came over and told me "oh my god, Marjan, I think you have so much fun tonight..."....hehehehe....I told him all the stuff.....he couldn't believe that.....
I still can't believe that....I knew his such a jerk....and I couldn't trust him....that's why I was not secure in my relationship.....
that's the story for tonight....
I'm so excited that I can't sleep....
I think I've done with this city completely and now I can move to the new city and move on with my life.....I'm so nerves....

sorry for the long post....I got to get it off from my head....
thanks for reading it....
Marjan