From what you describe, your "normal" could actually be psychosis. Most healthy people do not feel people are after them. Most healthy people do not fight their thoughts/selves to function, etc. I come and go when I wish and go wherever I want to, whenever I want to, talk to whoever I meet (store clerks, other customers, i.e., strangers). I have simple goals throughout the day and meet them. If I think of someone I need to talk to, something I need to do, I call the person or go do the task, etc. Daily life isn't "difficult" for me.