(Hope to not be an annoying pest , but there's something else I'm compelled to add.) I'm never up this early. No place to have to go. It's just weird and completely out of character to be up so early. To make it weirder yet, went straight to the computer and straight to this forum and straight to your post. Usual order of things? Coffee and a smoke, wander over and turn on computer and go to email. Sometimes forum next, sometimes not. Usually start with the new posts from the bottom, not the top.
And what's the point of all this information? That sometimes one finds oneself strangely compelled to do something out of the ordinary way. There's usually a reason for this, though we have no idea beforehand why we're doing this thing. It always wigs me out a bit as some kind of intervention from something beyond ourselves, you know? And I'm not a person of faith. But these sorts of things are like little zaps of insight that we don't know everything and we don't know why, and it's alright.

Oh yeah. So this is a pre-coffee post. They just don't happen.

(So, even though it feels totally weird to write all this "me" "I" stuff, detailing my morning routine, what the ??!!.... again with the oddly compelled thing, so here it is. Just trusting there's a reason.)