I think you are wise to not email him. Put the space back between you and put him back into your past. You have so much now to look forward to marjn. A whole new life awaits you. Allow your thoughts to get lost in your hopes for the future. Let thoughts of Aaron and the past pass you by. No good can come from trying to understand all the feelings thinking of him stirs up in you. It is what it is. He is who he is. Time to move on without giving thought to any of it.

Let distraction and thoughts of where you are going serve to settle your spirit today. I hope you are able to get some quality sleep tonight. You know how the lack of sleep can effect you so take good care of you today.

You are on the road to find out..... you know that old Cat Steven's song? Take care hun.