Ain't that the truth! I this forum too. BP can be so scary and it does mean the world to know we're not alone. Sooooooooo glad to hear that you're doing better now, Shakti!!! And that you're taking steps to get what you need. That can be so hard and frustrating (can soooo relate --we share many of the same issues in this regard and it's sent me around the bend a lot recently) but so important! And so glad that you have a caring partner. Keep us posted, ok? We're all in this together.