The point of it all... hmmm.... I sometimes wonder too... really really wonder WTF? But I eventually come to the conclusion.. that its worth it for the good times we have in our lives too.... man thats so hard to see while you are in that pit but I do try and remind myself of that. And yes... even harder when you know that you will be back in that pit again and again and again..... BUT you gotta have hope... gotta have faith in life itself... so many good times ahead to be had that you havent enjoyed yet so many experiences waiting for you.... good and yes bad but remember the there will be good too.... you never know whats around the corner.

Sorry.. probably not been much help but know you are not alone in your feelings *hugs*

Yes and I also agree, it may be time to speak with doc if you are on meds and still getting so low *wishing you the best*