I'm so glad to hear that you're doing better. When any one of us is hurting or going through something serious, we all wish we could be there for that one. Why? Because we've all been there. Maybe not exactly, but similar enough what with having bipolar, depression, anxiety, and mania...and mixed episodes--the worst. Definitely keep in touch and stay safe. Do whatever you need to, to keep getting better. I'm pulling for you. In the midst of my anxiety, I know it could always be worse and I'm thankful to have people like you and others on PC to talk me down from a crisis. Sending you big and a giant