problems at home have led to a devastating depression that is slowly turning into rage, i can feel an episode coming on.

i'm compliant with my meds and to keep the peace in my house, i hide my symptoms. but i'm afraid that won't be enough.

i feel like i'm ready to blow. i'm losing time, hearing the voices distinguish themseves and seeing the shadow people with more and more frequency. i'm also convinced my husband is out to get me, but that may just be the case, i'm not sure. we're having problems that i am trying not to exacerbate.

what do i do? since i know it's coming can i stop it?