Thanks everyone for your responses. After having some time to think about it more, I realize that questioning my decision was just part of the process. The idea would not have been floating in my head for so long had it not been the right decision for me to make. It's just hard to voluntarily shut your main support system out of your life. I'm going to keep looking around my area for therapy I can afford to try and work some of my issues out. My doctor (actually a PA) seems to think I don't need therapy, so I can't get a recommendation from her to see the psychologist in the office at a discounted rate. I'll find something eventually. Thanks again everyone!