Trippin - you have just started these meds. hang in there! The Lorien will eventually start working - just give it some time (Sometimes up to 4 weeks or more).
If you cannot take it any more, please be honest with yourself - phone your pdoc or take yourself to hospital. They can monitor your meds there and get you started in a controlled environment.

I know this sounds monotonous, but this is only temporary. You are now in the care of a pdoc - let him help you - all he requires from you is patience and feedback.
you know the grass is greener on the other side; that you will reach that happy place again and be living a fulfilling life.
You are becoming a stronger person every day you fight this and will be able to give so much back to another person who needs your help, support, and experience.

I'm glad you have a friend to help you - in these moods, get this person to sms and check in with you regularly. Let this person take control and even phone your pdoc if necessary.

Hugs to you my friend!