Sorry I haven't been around much...

I lost my freaking health insurance and I'm absolutely flipped out. Forgot to sign the check to Cobra....and they cancel without any chance of reinstatement. How in the HELL am I going to get insurance with all of my conditions....rhetorical. I'm just venting.

Right now I really need to be able to see my Dr...and I'll just have to pay out of pocket, I guess. God.

Things have not been good. Upped to 100 mg. of Lamictal, and I can't tell if it's making things worse, rather than better. I don't know if I should drop back down to 50. Has anyone else been better on lower doses of Lamictal? I can't really go to the doc right now...schedule is jam packed and he's 4 hours away.

I have to call and check in with him today, as I was such a mess I think he was quite worried.

I have like 30 people coming this weekend to entertain (4th of July party) and I'm overwhelmed. I wish I could just get hypomanic...horrible to say, but god life is so much better when I feel well.

Any ideas on the lamictal?

Thanks guys. Love you all!